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On The Floor
(Listening to Where is My Mind?)
One night
And you will have no idea the night
The floor of your youth will collapse right beneath your feet
Reliable knees
Hardcore hips
Taut tits
Raucous cock
Righteous nights
hammered and fucking like Bacchus
All the clamor and bang of
Riotous life in the shimmering midnight
Younglings with shit for sense
Even less belongings
expressing their inner nothing at full blast
All will become battle lore murmured
in a fumbling bed time prayer
Sunshine in the darkness.
Including the middling suck of plywood college bars with sawdust floor concerts
cuz puke is tacky
Red solo cup beer patina sheening
As the ambience for screeching and avant-screaming
Including waiting through the first strike flirts
Cuz youll never take home the mad fucks from conversation through the warm up acts
You gotta wait till the first set has blasted past to negotiate the fantastic ass
Including the endless wait to take a quick piss
While the second act arranges their set list
Your last cigarette hidden in your fist
Five bucks more whiskey and buzzed out musical bliss just on the off chance this ends in a more than a good night kiss.
Even all of this, nostalgia for piping hot fries, gumbo shits, your phone number written on her tits,
Is change for less than lost cents.
As you age
the rage fades
your hair grays
you erect the white picket fence,
stability sets in
an evening of cuddles and books begins
peace and quiet wins with heads on the pillow
whispers
"When did youth end
And the long middle ground begin?"
You will have no idea the night.